andeng!

As i was lying in my bed after a tiring day, I saw Hanna and Macky playing this virtual guessing game wherein the other one will draw something and the other will guess what it is. Hanna drew this weird looking SIOPAO that macky thought was prunes (HAHA!) and then i remembered an epic story…….

When my mom was sick she had to take a LOT of medicines and among all of that she hated one. It tasted so bad that she have to put it inside a piece of SIOPAO dough and swallow it whole. And it just so sad remembering how hard she tried to survive it and all the hardships she went through. And i thought, If I was there everytime she had her check-ups and tests, if I just hugged and kiss her everytime I had the chance, If I just made her feel strong everytime she felt weak, If I just told her “I LOVE YOU” every second of my life. Five years of the never-ending IFs. But I realized, her life might be short but it was a life full of love and happiness. She gave birth to 5 beautiful and accomplished girls who might have different personalities but only one strong love and bond for their family. She lived with a very faithful, loving and strong husband who will do everything for the good of his children. She had a supportive family and friends who never left her side until her last days. She touched lives in every single way. 

I will always miss my moody but loving mom. I will miss her custard cake and banana plumbe. I will miss my mom who never miss any of my performances. And finally, i will surely miss her when I can finally get the chance to say “GRADUATE NA AKO”.

We will surely miss her and she will always be remembered. But despite all of that her life was never a SAD story but an EPIC one!

*this is for those who have been touched by an angel, my mom

Failure seems to be my friend

Like water in the sand

Running through my veins

Knocking my sanity away

Thinking where did i go wrong

Because it was me all along

Realizing hypocrisy is my wall

To a world full of turmoil

Now I am wondering

Will I ever feel serene

So my heart will be at ease

In a place full of feat..

A.
  I am all over you 
  My Body language is one of the cue
  Grasp me in the middle of the night
  And hold me like a knife
  Careful and yet dangerous to the beauty of  the light

Refrain:
  Cause life is nothing but a constant war
  Struggling to see the brightest star
  Finding my freedom in the bed of blood
  Wishing someday i could find the light
  Praying to God, singing

B.
  In your arms i found my place in heaven
  I found new love in the love you’ve given
  With your tender touch my own paradise
  in My darkest life your love lead me to life

A. 
  Performing is one way of my skills
  But I never thought this will destroy my dream
  Give me the spot that’s all my wish
  And not to be a single bitch

B.
  In your arms i found my place in heaven
  I found new love in the love you’ve given
  With your tender touch my own paradise
  My darkest life your love lead me to

  In your arms i found my place in heaven
  I found new love in the love you’ve given
  with your tender touch my own paradise
  in my darkest life your love lead me to life

A.
  I am all over you 
  My Body language is one of the cue
  Grasp me in the middle of the night
  And hold me like a knife
  Careful and yet dangerous to the beauty of  the light

Refrain:
  Cause life is nothing but a constant war
  Struggling to see the brightest star
  Finding my freedom in the bed of blood
  Wishing someday i could find the light
  Praying to God, singing

B.
  In your arms i found my place in heaven
  I found new love in the love you’ve given
  With your tender touch my own paradise
  in My darkest life your love lead me to life